Blogs
The Cancer Test Not Taken
Genetic testing is the norm for cancer patients with familial history. How did I let it slip through the crack?
Chemo Side Effects They Don’t Always Tell You About
When starting chemotherapy, I was expecting hair and weight loss, but was caught off guard when my mouth began to hurt.
Starting Chemotherapy: Balancing Knowledge With Naïveté
Sure, knowledge is power, but there’s comfort in naïveté, too, when it comes to expectations for cancer care.
Cancer Helps Me Separate the Wheat from the Chaff
Cancer taught me not to worry about the little things.
A Case for the Human Cancer Survivor in a World of AI
Artificial intelligence is becoming increasingly popular and can even write generic poems about the cancer experience. However, I feel that they cannot compare to the writings of people who actually lived with the disease.
Hereditary Cancer Advocacy and Looking into My Genetic Inheritance
I recently underwent genetic testing to see if I had any mutations that could be associated with an increased cancer risk.
Did I Cause My Cancer Diagnosis?
Lasting guilt gets no one anywhere — especially when it comes to cancer.
A Special Patient With Cancer Made an Indelible Mark
I’m mourning the death of a patient with cancer who I had never met in person, yet I loved and admired her just the same.
The Other Side of Shared Cancer Experiences
After my daughter was diagnosed with cancer, I began to share my experiences through writing, and through that I found camaraderie — and heartbreak.
Cancer Causes Me to Live Life With Uncertainty
Days before I went on vacation, I learned that my blood cancer might have progressed to a more aggressive disease.
During Cancer, I Find My Inner Goddess With Dinosaurs and Old Movies
Who would have thought that a small dinosaur toy helped give me the strength to fight metastatic breast cancer?
How I Eventually Gained Confidence Towards Cancer Scans
Before every cancer scan, I used to prepare myself for the worst.
Hair: A Bold, Bald Statement During Cancer
I lost my hair during cancer treatment, but now that it’s growing back, I no longer obviously look like a patient.
How I Deal With My Lynch Syndrome Diagnosis
Living with a hereditary cancer diagnosis, it is crucial that I prioritize my physical and mental health.
Cancer Treatments — and Its Long-term Effects — Are Like a Bar Fight
As it turned out, I didn't have to die from my long-term cancer side effects. I only had to feel like I was about to for long enough for the medical profession to finally take notice.
My Reluctance to Use Marijuana During Cancer Treatment
Growing up, I thought that only “bad boys” used marijuana, but after my cancer diagnosis, my perception slowly changed.
Prioritizing Mental Health With Metastatic Breast Cancer
Integrating a metastatic breast cancer diagnosis with the life you have takes time and effort.
Life With Cancer: Am I Sick, Lazy or Just Plain Tired?
Sometimes I feel lazy and berate myself instead of admitting that I am ill.
Mothering a Child in Cancer Survivorship
As a mom, I have the “worry gene,” though it got much worse when my daughter was diagnosed with cancer.
When the Fear of Cancer Recurrence Becomes Detrimental to Health
For the past nine years, I’ve struggled with waves of overwhelming fear of cancer recurrence. I knew I had an issue, but until recently, wasn’t aware of how much fear was affecting my life.
I Got Through Cancer With Help From Friends
I was diagnosed with cancer five years ago, and am extremely grateful for the people I met along the way.
Hiking Past Lymphedema
With each hike I complete, I feel empowered and reminded that breast cancer — and lingering lymphedema — cannot keep me down.
Make a List and Check It Twice Before an Oncology Appointment
After being diagnosed with a rare form of cancer — and seeing a clinician who did not know how to treat me — I learned the importance of asking questions to my providers and advocating for myself
My Difficult Decision to Stop Hormone Therapy After Breast Cancer
I hated the way that hormone drugs made me feel, so I spoke with my loved ones and oncology team and made the difficult decision to stop.
Maybe Not Fearless, But Less Fearful After Cancer
After being no evidence of disease for about a year and a half, I am now fearing that I’m not fearing enough.
Picturing Germline Mutations
I don't remember the first time I heard the word "germline," but I do remember when it became a major part of my life.
Quick as a Wink: The Long (or Short) Road to Recovery After Cancer
After going through grueling cancer treatments, I thought I’d never be back to my old self again. But thankfully, that wasn’t the case.
Vacationing With a New Cancer Companion
Before leaving on vacation, I had to make sure I had enough of my cancer medication to last me through the trip.
Applying the 12 Steps of AA to My Cancer Journey
Looking back on my experiences with leukemia and with alcoholism, I realized that the 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous can be applied to life with cancer.
Accepting the New Realities of Healing After Cancer
Anything that got in the way of my healing from cancer had to be put on hold.