| A young woman recounts the cancer
that redirected her life.
By
Heidi Schultz Adams
The nurse in nuclear medicine looked back
and forth from me to my mother, confused. Im the patient,
I explained, not-so-patiently. It was the umpteenth time I had absolved
my mother of cancer during the staging process following my diagnosis
at age 26 with Ewings sarcoma, a rare bone cancer that typically
occurs in children. But as the nurse led me off to my bone scan,
I looked back at the waiting room and knew her confusion was warranted.
Everyone in there had me by at least 20 years.
It was no surprise that people had a hard time believing I had cancer.
I had always thought cancer was something that happened to old people.
Or little kids. But not me; not in the prime years of my health.
In fact, I learned later that nearly 70,000 young adults in their
20s and 30s are diagnosed with cancer every year. According to data
from the National Cancer Institute (NCI), cancer occurs in 15- to
29-year-olds nearly three times as often as in patients under age
15. Even more surprising, cancer is actually the third leading cause
of death among 20- to 39-year-olds after accidents and homicide.
However, unaware of those statistics, I joined most people in believing
that cancer doesnt happen to young adultsone reason
it took me two months to even darken a doctors door after
my ankle started hurting. Seven months, four doctors, and one physical
therapist later, the pain that jolted me awake every night was finally
diagnosed as cancer. Seven months may seem like an inexcusably long
time, but why would Ior anyone, for that matterever
have suspected cancer? I played soccer twice a week, didnt
smoke, ate well, and didnt do drugs. Besides the occasional
hangover (a fairly reliable symptom of young adulthood), I was in
disgustingly perfect health. Or so I thought.
The Not-So-Invincible Young Adult
Its the age of invincibility, says Archie Bleyer,
MD, chair of the Adolescent/Young Adult Initiative (A/YA), Childrens
Oncology Group (COG), and professor of pediatrics, M. D. Anderson
Cancer Center, Houston.
So if youre supposed to be healthy and you have early
signs of cancer, well, its NOT cancer. Even if you admit that
theres a problem and it needs to be taken care of, as a young
adult you frequently dont have the time, money, or knowledge
of where to go, who to ask, and how to negotiate this situation.
On top of that, warns Dr. Bleyer, The physicians suspicions
are often low, with symptoms attributed to physical exertion, fatigue,
and stress.
There are other reasons young adults may experience delayed diagnoses,
says Dr. Bleyer. They may shrug off symptoms due to embarrassment,
particularly if sexually sensitive areas such as the testicles or
breasts are involved. They may give a limited or incomplete medical
history. And they may not be receiving routine medical care due
to economic constraints, lack of time, or, again, that dangerous
feeling of invincibility.
Once a diagnosis is made, determining the appropriate treatment
and finding the best care can still be tricky when it comes to young
adults, who often straddle the line between adult and pediatric
oncology. In which case, the question to ask is, Who is the
person who knows the most about my disease? says Murray Brennan,
MD, chairman of the Department of Surgery at Memorial Sloan-Kettering
Cancer Center, New York. The cancers that typically affect young
adults are rare, explains Dr. Brennan, citing bone and soft-tissue
sarcomas and rare forms of leukemia and lymphoma. So not only
are they confronted by this enormous challenge without any preparation,
but the best care is not always readily available because their
doctor has probably never seen their type of cancer beforecertainly
not in young adults.
Finding the best cancer care becomes even more of a challenge when
you consider that even routine medical care can be a problem for
young adults, who frequently lack health insurance. According to
one study, young adults between 19 and 29 are twice as likely to
be uninsured as children or older adults, accounting for more than
a quarter of the nations 44 million uninsured.
Young adults are too old to be covered by their parents insurance
or government programs for children, yet their careers may not be
established enough for them to have a secure, full-time job with
adequate health insurance. And even if they have extra
money, they are less inclined to purchase individual insurance.
The result, according to the study, is that young adults frequently
forego preventive healthcare and may delay seeking treatment when
sickdelays that can be devastating when it comes to cancer.
Life Interrupted
Cancer wasnt just a detour for me. It was a head-on collision
that changed every single thing in my life. After five glorious,
nomadic years of living and working in London, Paris, and the Grand
Canyon, I was now stuck in my parents spare bedroom for the
foreseeable future. I had to quit my job, ask my parents for spending
money, and get permission from my doctors to travel. And I certainly
wasnt dating.
Not that a cancer diagnosis isnt terribly disruptive for everyoneit
most certainly is. But for young adults, the impact of the disruption
is magnified by where it falls on the curve of a lifetime.
Young adulthood is a stage of life that involves an enormous amount
of becoming. Its a time of life when we often make long-term
decisions about employment, education, relationships, and family.
At a time when I should have been asserting my independence and
building a future, I was more dependent and less in control of my
life than ever.
To make matters worse, because the young adult patient population
is relatively small, many patients end up isolated and unable to
find peers for critical emotional support. Although I was treated
in Dallas, a major metropolitan area, it was nearly four months
before I encountered another person close to my age. I tracked down
John, a 20-year-old osteosarcoma patient, after I heard the distinctive
sounds of the rock group U2 echoing through the hospital hallways.
It was an enormous release to find someone I could talk to about
my experience. Although my well friends had been wonderfully
supportive, it wasnt the same as trading stories with someone
in the same boat.
A young adult patients friends frequently have a limited
understanding of their illness, says Ilyse Lesser, CSW, a
social worker, therapist, and administrator of the Kristen Ann Carr
Fund, which focuses on sarcoma research and young adult issues in
New York City. Older adults, who have more life experience
of illness and death, can better relate to friends with cancer,
but the young adult patient may feel caught in a no-mans land.
Their friends are moving forward with their lives and careers, while
they may feel like they are, at best, standing still.
Other issues may surface once treatment is over, according to Lesser.
Priorities may have shifted, so things that are important
to their friends may no longer seem important to them: partying,
hooking up, climbing the corporate ladder. Some young adults may
find themselves dealing with a deep sense of lossof innocence,
time, energyfeeling like a 70-year-old in a 25-year-olds
body. This can be hard for their friends to understand. After all,
how many young adults do you know whove had to face their
own mortality?
Finally on the Radar
Things are looking up for young adults. A recent and important step
is that they are finally being identified and acknowledged as a
separate group with distinct needs. Progress is definitely
being made, says Doug Ulman, director of survivorship at the
Lance Armstrong Foundation and founder of the Ulman Cancer Fund
for Young Adults, one of the first support organizations for young
adults. At 19, Ulman was diagnosed with chondrosarcoma, a cancer
that usually occurs in the cartilage. Two years later, he faced
melanoma.
Whats really exciting is that the medical community
is starting to address young adult issues, Ulman says, because
it is the doctors who will drive the future of young adult cancer
care.
The A/YA of COG is a driving force behind the growing awareness.
The initiative is a unique, NCI-sponsored collaboration between
COG and several adult oncology cooperative groups. In just a few
short years, they have developed eight task forces to work on everything
from increasing young adult participation in clinical trials to
addressing compliance issues.
The goal of the A/YA Initiative is to achieve the same success
for young adults as has been achieved for children and older adults,
says Dr. Bleyer. Although there has been steady overall reduction
in national cancer mortality rates since 1975, NCI data show that
young adults have continually lagged behind their older and younger
counterparts. In 20- to 44-year-olds, the rate of improvement for
five-year survival is less than half the average improvement for
all ages. And in 25- to 34-year-olds, the data show no improvement
at all in the past quarter-century.
Finding Friends
As the A/YA Initiative works within the medical community, complementary
support initiatives for young adult patients are also springing
up around the country. Some are organizations founded by young adult
survivors who personally experienced a void in services. Others
have appeared as national cancer support organizations that have
begun to realize the unmet needs of young adults.
Now 35 years old, I am on the verge of leaving young adulthood.
But only now can I clearly see the difference cancer made in my
life: the new paths it opened and the way it changed how I approach
situations, handle relationships, think of time.
And only now can I finally admit to a twinge of pleasure when people
hear I had cancer and involuntarily respond, But youre
so young.
Editors note: Heidi Schultz Adams
is the founder of Planet Cancer.
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